26 October 2012,

I cried while taking with dad on the phone just now due to stress. I am so worry that I will fail in the coming exam. It is not because I didn't study , but it is because i forget what had been tough. Wasted lots of my parent note to send me to private college. I have no time to cry now. What can I really do now is do the best to study and scored a good result in the coming exam. What can I say now is being an engineer is not easy as you think. They experience more failure compare to other field career during the graduate process.


The process are hard and challenging but the fruits are big and sweet .

18 October 2012,

I cried over spilled milk once again. I consulted my math tutorial lecture and still make mistake along the way. Sorry to say that I disappointed you again Mr.Beejay as well to my parent. Wasted lots of my parent's note for sending me to collage and now get the bad result. Even an easy stuff also can make mistake. I guess sleep until the next day will be the best effective medicine for now. I'm so down. :(

Questions on my mind now ..

1. Why does mistake always seek for human ?
2. Why human work so hard and still make mistake ?
3. Why do human like to think so much?
4. Why human always cry over a spilled milk ?

Whyyyyyyyyy???????!!!!!


Fall down seven , get down eight~

16 October 2012,

At last I done for my ECS final presentation. It really went well after I done hours of rehearse before going for my presentation today. Although I was nervous and make me forgot some part of the script during the presentation, but my mouth are faster than my brain which my mouth actually talk faster than my brain. After I done my presentation, I heard many clapping sound and it really feel good. I am proud of myself to be honest. Many of my friends actually praised me for giving a good presentation which had motivate them. Well, I really happy that I had motivate people today. The chances for me to become a motivator are getting higher and higher. In here, I would like to thank my family and friends who had lending me their ears to hear my presentation before I give my actual presentation at class. Without their help, I would not be that success.


Practice make prefect ~
(Believe me, I experienced it)

11.October.2012,

At last, the result for my midterm exam were release. For programming in C++ I scored 11/15, Physics 18/25 , Chemistry 15/25 and Engineering Mathematics 27/30. It is indeed a bad result. I know it is useless to cry now. I feel moody when I receive the result. I really hope that I fulfil my dad's dream which is pass the final exam with flying colour result although he requested a pass from me only. He say that as long I pass in my final exam this semester, then this is the biggest birthday present for him this year. Well, I really hope that I can fulfil his dream.. really... The result he want is really simple, I really do not want to upset my dad. Dad earn money to pay my hostel rental, my pocket money and my school fees. It is indeed not an easy stuff to send a child to a university. I really proud of my dad. It's really time for me to study from now because I want to give both of my parents a better life.  

As long you do not give up, you do not have the reason to fail.
Adam Khoo

4 October 2012,

Once again I had fell down. Life is not that easy as you think. It is full of challenges. Life in university getting tougher each and everyday. I got feeling that I will get bad result in my midterm exam and once I feel that, it will never be wrong. Thanks to mum and dad for motivate me again. No matter how bad or good of my result, they will always start by my side and keep supporting me from every part. Once again, I decide to get up and work hard ! It is really useless for crying over a spilt milk. Focus on the present moment and get ready for the challenge ahead. Time is ticking and it is almost end of the semester for foundation. It's really time to work hard and prepare for the final exam.

以 前 不 能 代 表 现 在  , 现 在不 能 代 表 未 来。
(黄伟龙)