16 Jan 2012 (12am),

It is in late the midnight which I had woke up from sleep. " Is it really hard to score 4 flat ? " I asked myself. I think it could be hard if I dream it without taking any action but it could be other way round if I take action with the goal I set right ? I was once a kind of person who will give up easily when I saw there is no instant outcome. Seriously, I cant accept the outcome I get if I had put effort and did the best I can for something but GOD gave me chances to perform. He did not gave me desire outcome which I want. There was one time I wonder to myself, what if I really work hard enough, did the best I can, take action until the end but still do not get the desire result ? This is one of the issue which give me headache those days. Of course many people will say "just take action until you get the result", but it is not as easy as you think. To reset a goal , we must have faith, confidence, courage,  encouragement and a willing heart. Without them, you couldn't achieve anything in life. The way I overcome the problem were accept the truth by sharing the problem i faced with my family and friends, change my learning strategy and take action until I get the result. And now, I really get my desire result this time ! So my next target will be 4 flat. ;) I had prove that success is not about achieve the target or goal that you have set but rather success is the continuously process moving towards your goal as each and everyday.


成功只留给做好充足准备的人
Wong, Ananda asserted "Success is for people who made sufficient preparation".

14 December  2012,

      My result had finally release. Well, it is not that I want to show off but share my achievement to each of you.This had prove that my hard work pay off. The exam was not easy but indeed hard and tough. From here , I can tell you that mindset is very important. Let me give you a good example, there are times when you set goal and you do your best to achieve them and suffer a failure instead. You aim for an A in the exam but scored a C. You must motivate yourself by saying 'I do not get the desire result, it is not a failure whereas it is a learning experience. By going through the set back, I now know what strategy of learning doesn't work. In my mind, they are no way I could fail. By setting goal and taking action, I got only succeed or to learn something'.     

     

      Thomas Edison tested more than 5000 light bulbs. To him, this unsuccessful experiment didn't consider as failure but a learning experience. Instead, he had discovered more than 5000 ways of light bulb didn't work. In winners mind, failure only happen when they quit or if there not even make an attempt. As long as you give your best and refuse to quit , it is impossible to fail.

       By the way, I have successfully get the letter of commendation from school for two semester straight. I will  work even harder from now to achieve more in my life. =)

      

       Semester 1 and semester 2 .

Ray Ling asserted that 'as long you take action with target you set, the chances for you to success will be higher'. 

26 October 2012,

I cried while taking with dad on the phone just now due to stress. I am so worry that I will fail in the coming exam. It is not because I didn't study , but it is because i forget what had been tough. Wasted lots of my parent note to send me to private college. I have no time to cry now. What can I really do now is do the best to study and scored a good result in the coming exam. What can I say now is being an engineer is not easy as you think. They experience more failure compare to other field career during the graduate process.


The process are hard and challenging but the fruits are big and sweet .

18 October 2012,

I cried over spilled milk once again. I consulted my math tutorial lecture and still make mistake along the way. Sorry to say that I disappointed you again Mr.Beejay as well to my parent. Wasted lots of my parent's note for sending me to collage and now get the bad result. Even an easy stuff also can make mistake. I guess sleep until the next day will be the best effective medicine for now. I'm so down. :(

Questions on my mind now ..

1. Why does mistake always seek for human ?
2. Why human work so hard and still make mistake ?
3. Why do human like to think so much?
4. Why human always cry over a spilled milk ?

Whyyyyyyyyy???????!!!!!


Fall down seven , get down eight~

16 October 2012,

At last I done for my ECS final presentation. It really went well after I done hours of rehearse before going for my presentation today. Although I was nervous and make me forgot some part of the script during the presentation, but my mouth are faster than my brain which my mouth actually talk faster than my brain. After I done my presentation, I heard many clapping sound and it really feel good. I am proud of myself to be honest. Many of my friends actually praised me for giving a good presentation which had motivate them. Well, I really happy that I had motivate people today. The chances for me to become a motivator are getting higher and higher. In here, I would like to thank my family and friends who had lending me their ears to hear my presentation before I give my actual presentation at class. Without their help, I would not be that success.


Practice make prefect ~
(Believe me, I experienced it)

11.October.2012,

At last, the result for my midterm exam were release. For programming in C++ I scored 11/15, Physics 18/25 , Chemistry 15/25 and Engineering Mathematics 27/30. It is indeed a bad result. I know it is useless to cry now. I feel moody when I receive the result. I really hope that I fulfil my dad's dream which is pass the final exam with flying colour result although he requested a pass from me only. He say that as long I pass in my final exam this semester, then this is the biggest birthday present for him this year. Well, I really hope that I can fulfil his dream.. really... The result he want is really simple, I really do not want to upset my dad. Dad earn money to pay my hostel rental, my pocket money and my school fees. It is indeed not an easy stuff to send a child to a university. I really proud of my dad. It's really time for me to study from now because I want to give both of my parents a better life.  

As long you do not give up, you do not have the reason to fail.
Adam Khoo

4 October 2012,

Once again I had fell down. Life is not that easy as you think. It is full of challenges. Life in university getting tougher each and everyday. I got feeling that I will get bad result in my midterm exam and once I feel that, it will never be wrong. Thanks to mum and dad for motivate me again. No matter how bad or good of my result, they will always start by my side and keep supporting me from every part. Once again, I decide to get up and work hard ! It is really useless for crying over a spilt milk. Focus on the present moment and get ready for the challenge ahead. Time is ticking and it is almost end of the semester for foundation. It's really time to work hard and prepare for the final exam.

以 前 不 能 代 表 现 在  , 现 在不 能 代 表 未 来。
(黄伟龙)